First Anniversary

Alhamdulillah..
Praised be to Allah s.w.t. for blessing us to stay together until today.
And InshaAllah still together until Jannah. Aminn..

1 year seem too fast passed by us. As people may say,

" The first year of marriage will always feel good and beautiful but the challenging part starts in second year up to the fifth year of marriage. And for those who able to stay more than 5 years, InshaAllah their marriage with last forever. "

I heard this thought a lot before ,  but somehow it gave me courage to succeed. A marriage never been easy for anyone. Nothing can buy a happy marriage but you can gain a beautiful marriage.
The meaning is so deep that even you in your hard days, you hold your hand tight and face it. When every matter is settling down, you can feel the relief and realize the beauty behind.

Alhamdulillah, we made it to stay loving and care for each other until today..

Dear my life companion a.k.a. husband..

Thank you for being kind and caring
Thank you for being patience and tolerance
Thank you for being who you are that I have nothing to ask more

Forgive me for all my incompleteness
You complete me

May we rise and reach a better year this year and next years ahead
May our love keep growing and stronger
May we help each other to be a better person
May we be a good parent

Love you
As I always do

This song is dedicated to you my dear :)

Adam's Aqiqah Day

Alhamdulillah..

Adam's Aqiqah Day went well last Saturday. It was my first time organizing my family's event as the master planner. With the catering, canopy, and goodies.

Thank you Delirasa caterer for your amazingly delicious foods!
Thank you Kad Kahwin Online for such cutesy mini booklet for daily prayers!

At the event, I was busy chit chatting with the guests. Most of them complemented Adam was very good with the crowd. And some of them were curious how to make small babies behave like Adam who was sleeping through out the event and not a single cry. (Actually I was like that too, sleepy head. :p)

I smiled. " Well, we can say it Rizq from Allah s.w.t. " Short and full of meaning answer was given. They smiled and agreed.

But when I recalled back, Of course he enjoyed his sleeping time because his stomach was full and his pampers was dry. ^_^ "

With babies, we must make sure they are full and free from irritants like hot air- condition, sweaty and wet bottom. Then, they are happy and easily fall asleep by themselves.

 And with additional breastfeeding at night/weekend, Adam will easily fall asleep . I do not need to swing and pamper him to sleep anymore.. Win win..  ;)

Thank you everyone who involved in preparing this event..
Thank you everyone who came to this event and for those who gave him gifts..
We really appreciate all your good thoughts and Du'a..
Alhamdulillah..

May Barakah follows your kindness and care.

Your Mother

" Who should I give my love to?

My respect and my honour to
Who should I pay good mind to?
After Allah
And Rasulullah

Come your Mother .. " 

Yes, it's our Mother. Being a 26 years old daughter, I could say I never really understand a motherly love. Mother and I, we fought a lot. With me being a stubborn little girl and self- centered, I had always thought my mother love failed to reach my heart. 

Since I was 13 years old, we were separated by boarding school until I finished my degree at 24 years old. I would only spent time together during semester breaks / holidays. We never had our time to understand each other more. And worst, I always thought she have forgotten my good deeds and will only find me if she is unwell/has problem. 

Oh my, what a daughter I have been. Slap on the face. 

And now, I am a newly so-called Mother who gave birth a son. 

Since my little son in the womb, a motherly sacrifice already started in me. Being all alone in my old workplace, far from husband and my family. Only tears and Du'a and some calls and messages accompanied. 

A 8-9 months pregnant me can still working in emergency department, seeing patient, walked a lot, went up and downstairs, drove home and etc. And the sacrifice continues and I am so sure it never ends.

The painful misery of delivery, the 24 hours standby with goodbye sweet resting time at night, the not anymore physical  attractive after delivery, and it all about the baby, my little son. 

One thing that I realized, my emotion during confinement was so labile. Crying over some small matter, easily irritable, anxious and panic attack,

And so much many others. Once you become a mother, you are 90% changed from the old you as a lady, physically / biologically, emotionally.

Oh Allah, no wonder you grants the women who became a mother Paradise from any door they wished. We totally sacrificed ourselves to give birth of a new human being.

So for my mother.

Oh Allah, bless my mother with Your endless ultimate love,

Grant her with good health,

Protect her with Your almighty protection

Please her with good days and night

Make her wishes come true

Mama,

Thank you for always love us 

And for being strong long enough to take care of us

We love you <3

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Dissappointment

Mr Google

" When you are disappointed with people you believed would not have disappoint you,

you cry with disappointment in your silence tears " 

dear little sister

" Dear my little sister, I am proud of you.. "

I think this is my first time saying these words to my little sister. (=P)  She just finished SPM and received an offer to UITM , Penang which is far far away from home. For some reasons I can feel the " far far away" feeling when a family member is getting far from you.

This must be the feeling my mom and sisters have been enduring until now.. I am so so sorry for being afar.. ;( but, you guys must be alright since I am happy working at here.. right right... ? ;) hee...

Okay, back to my sister offer. She got offer course in electric engineering. Currently already day 4 of her new life in university.. I haven't had my chance to send her there , but will come one day to visit and vacating... heee.. ^_^   next month may be? InshaAllah...

Here are some pics she whatsapp' me..

Now, I think like how mom used to think of us...

How is she at there..

Is she eating well..

Is she adapting well..

Is she and is she.. 

Hehe.. 

Hopefully, she will be fine and studying well.. Don't naughty naughty okay little sis....
I am trusting you to Allah s.w.t.. He will take a good care of you.. I know He always do... ;)

Miss my childhood life

Salam'alayk..

Being a joyful child once in past time was an amazing memory in life. As being an adult lady now, I almost forgotten my childhood life. What kind of me when I was a kid. What things I did love to do. What type of games I would like to play and with who.

Past 2 days ago, I went to Jusco Wangsa Maju not far away from my house. This place was a memorable place where I spent my time since I was a kid. I remembered, because of my naughtiness, or might should be called childhood stubbornness, I lied down onto the floor and did a 360 degrees turns for times just because I wanted a home play toys. " I want it~ I want it ! ".. Oh my, how could I do that when I think about it again now.. Shame~ huhu.. Whenever I and my family when there again, my mom will tease me with that old little story.. Da da da~

So, after a long while never spent time here with my mom, we had a walk insides there. Jusco started to change their appearance. More elegant and stylish. Well, not other to expect such thing will happen nowadays. Long time ago, this place provided a huge play hall for us the kids. They have a giant rolling double chair, which I loved the most. Every time I rode it with my sister, we would shout all out just to enjoy the scary turn effect of it. Then, they also had a long train track which kids loved to ride too.

Not to forget, there was also a corner where kids could drive a mini car or van. Just step onto the big button beside our foot and the will car move.. And so much other things too that I loved to play. However, there is no more left there for me to enjoy looking kids playing them.

Then, my little sister pulled me into a play hall which not as same as the old location. We had a look into that hall, and yet I found this thingy!

Crocodile punch! Usually, when I played this game, I will be so much excited to knock them.. :D They will shout "Auww! ".. then, they came out again and again, faster and faster to be knocked by me.. when it happen to be me who hold the knocker, they can not be free from being knock out.. Ngee.. 

This little place reminds me of my old life with my mom, dad, grandma and grandpa.. I miss it so much.. ;(

Oh no.. Sobs.. 

Sport's day

salam 'alayk .. :)

last saturday, my lil sis had a sport's day at her new school.. She was so excited and invited us (me, sisters, bro in-law) to her school.. And me, I was so excited too, to support her.. She participated in 100m & 400m runners, and high jump.. 

We arrived there at 11.30 pm where the activities were already on.. We missed to watch the marching ceremony.. :( when I was a secondary school, I do love sport's day where we can see different type of Mascots and their team's theme for that day.. :)

Watching people in my sis school sport's day really reminded me about my old school memories.. I missed them much! I and my elder sis used to be runners in our school.. extraordinarily, me entered long jump and " lontar peluru ".. yeah~ I know i am so thin but I managed to win runner up.. (I think? forgot already.. :P) 

That day was so hot, thank goodness bro in-law brought 2 umbrellas.. :) say no to hottie sunburn~ 

Under umbrella.. watching our lil sis's run..

teams with their decorated tent..

ice cream~ is a must! we bought lots of it.. :D

my lil sis already won her high jump.. :D congrate dear..

now, my adik tide the number at my lil sis's shirt.. her turn was next.. ganbatte!

Run.. run! we did cheered for red team.. :D

I saw Mr. Lion! ngaumm.. 

Mr. Dragon was there too! :D

Performance by self-defense art team.. (silat)

My lil sis friends were enjoyed meet up with each other.. A brief reunion.. :)

Overall, that day was awesome.. Although the hot sun really made us discomfort, but we had fun and happy to see our lil sister.. She seemed to be happy and well adapted at her new school.. I hope she will be fine and manage to study well.. :)

Did this event reminds you of your old school memories? I did.. ;)

(^^)

Take care..

My sis entered a boarding school

salam 'alayk readers.. 

I am on holidays now.. for 2 months I guess? :P This is the first time I had a very long holidays after 4 years in this uni (UKM).. so sad right? I am so jealous with you guys who always have a 2 or 3 months sem break than me who always got not more than 2 weeks.. :( 

Good news is my youngest sis, a form 4 student, got a chance to enter a boarding school.. which is just not so far from home.. Alhamdulillah.. Praised be to Allah.. :) just like me during my form1-form3 old school time.. Only 5km from home.. she never experience to live in a hostel.. I guess she may have hard time in first few weeks to adapt with the hostel's rules & cultures.. I hope she will be fine.. 

I hope you, sis.. Will be a good student and person too.. Hostel is a good way to improve & strengthen us.. That's how I learnt to appreciate myself & my life..

Ganbatte neh!

&

All the best..

look, how happy she is! :D