A Trustworthy

Salam'alayk..

Here I am, still in this whole empty house. Alone. Am I being regret? No, I think not. Alhamdulillah, I am happy as always. About 4 calls were made to my dear family members in which, my mom, grandpa, elder sister and the younger one. We are kilometerly far, but we are definitely close in hearts. ;') Oh, and I did talked to my nephew too! He said Aaaaaaaaaakkkkk! I know, he must miss me much~ So sad.. I miss my chance to witness his grown up scenes.. ;(  Hopefully he still remember this, his lovely Ibu far away from home... huk huk..

Yesterday midnight, I received an unexpected call from a friend of mine who just started houseman-ship too.  We graduated from the same university, and I know her well. The total shock was when the first thing I heard was her cry. She was heartbreaking, low of motivation, culture shock and all. I understood much. Being a student for so long and just entered  a total working reality, we have difficult time to adapt and encounter our afraid and worries.

Alhamdulillah, after some counsels and motivations, she calmed and felt better. Hopefully she is doing better today and the next next days. Insha Allah. May Allah s.w.t. always be with you and help you face all these ups and downs dear.. I wish you all the best.. ;')

And alhamdulillah, it was an honored to be called in unexpected time from a friend just to be heard and spill all out. I feel blessed. This trust is worth. I am thankful. Helping each other and continue encouraging. I hope Allah s.w.t. will send someone trustworthy too when I need to spill things out and be encouraged to do better. Insha Allah...

Dear brothers and sisters, treasure friends and cherish them. They are our family in life and hopefully continues on that 'day after'..

The Gasping Hour

Salam'alayk brothers and sisters,

Nisfu Sya'aban just left us and Ramadhan is counting days to come. Have we ready? We have to, right.. Let's do our best~ Insha Allah.

Today was the 4th day of our orientation as a new house officer. This hospital do have information system via internet and we are no longer using totally papers anymore to do patient's case note and etc. It's all about typing and clicking.  We had great experiences dealing with this kind of system in UKM's hospital in our university, previously. Now, we are kind of already used to it. Alhamdulillah.Will do our best in making it a routine here. 

Something happened today in meeting. Although it was not totally directed to me, but I do feel bad for my best friend. We thought of the same thing, and when what we thought were actually wrong. I felt guilty for not preventing or advise. Thinking of her right now, my tears almost came out. Please don't, eyes...

It's kind of funny thinking how much I have been changed this few years. The one that I used to be was a self-centered person. And of course, to feel sad or being dragged together with the same feeling as my friends had never been in my quest. But now, I have a softer heart when it comes about friends and family. I felt what they felt. ;'( Have my heart became so big? Yet, I never know the best way to show.. Crying behind, is the only way I know..

So, about what happened today. People do mistakes. And people will always be mistaken for what they said too. They kept misunderstood things. Feeling hurt is not the best way to deal, but we have no choice. It's the nature of human's heart. We need time to heal, right? Take your time but next, we have to sit upright again and reflect about it. Why was this happening to us? I always said to my inner self to cheer up, " Things happened for good reasons. " Allah s.w.t. is teaching, HE is telling something which part we should improve, to become more mature and well prepared. Didn't we prayed to HIM that,

"Allahumma, 'alimna ma jahilna, wa dzakkirna ma nasiina"


" O Allah, teach us what we do not know, remind us what we did forgotten "


Why are we being sad when He did what we asked for?   -.-" We have to do reflection..
O Allah, help us to be thankful of what You did for us and You will do from now on.. Amin..

Bride to be, must read~ ;)

Salam'alayk~

To honor such a must read bride-to-be-blog, this is something a Muslimah must read too.. My bestfriend, who is going to be a wife soon, Insha Allah is currently undergoing her journey to be a bride, a Muslimah bride. Have a visit to her blog here, Insha Allah you will get something inspiring.. ;)

May my best friend have a blessing journey and everything will be smoothed by Allah s.w.t, insha Allah.. Amin.. <3

Hoping for the best~ :')

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You need someone closer, don't you?

Salam'alayk people... ;)

May Juma'ah's day is a blessing day for us, inshaAllah...

About two months ago, a close friend of mine spilled out her heart about her desire to restart her final year. She experienced depression and worry about her final year performance. She wanted to use the time in between to capture and be expert in the previous subjects. Being criticized by the senior doctors sure made your heart pounded and sometimes might be scratched in hurt.

We can never be perfect as a doctor yet since we have no experience in treating patients. The gap between now and next final year opening is not too far. Being at home and study may be a little helpful. Why not continue and struggle now and if Allah's still wants her to study more and makes her year being extended, then only she can have an extra study time. That's what I told her.

Well, I know this little lady is a bit stubborn with her desire. I could only pinched and pat her (mild only as closed friends ;)). I hope my words will be a good advice for her. We sure can't 100% help and choose for our friends. We advise, and they have to make the decision.

Alhamdulillah, now she can smiles and continues her postings as usual. Just now, she told me to pray for her end posting test. Alhamdulillah.. She is happier.. :D

Deep in my heart, I am so grateful to be a trusted friend. It is a wonderful feeling when somebody is seeking you to share her heart. And it is more wonderful if you can see any kind of improvement in her. I love this feeling.. :)

"It is not two people love each other for God, but the most beloved of God, between them is the one with greatest love of his brother." 

HR. Ibn Hibban and Al-Hakim

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I hope...

Salam'alayk..

" Hope is not a dream but a way of making dreams become reality. "

Don't you agree? We always build land of hopes in a very single day.. And it grows whenever we wish for consequences.. It was first when I registered into this blog world, I wanted to share my hopes.. I wanted people to listen.. I wanted people to believe.. With so much hopes, we gather strength and will strive for reality of dreams..

Why blog world? This is where people are free to write their thoughts, feelings, happenings and most Hopes.. By doing this, we feel relieve.. People did post about positiveness and they did post negativeness in blog entries.. For most, we must choose the goods and let go the bads.. That's how we grow into a mature personality through this world.. 

I am actually thought of giving appreciation to those who really pay attentions to my blog and me, myself.. Your presence lighten my days and made my struggling posts worth.. I realize, blog world is not only about expressing our thoughts.. We gather new friends.. I know, people in our daily life is truly obvious can be our good friends.. But, people who we found in blog world is not bad to be friends too.. They are capable.. They also concern.. They read our thoughts in the blog day by day.. I can say they also know better of our feelings and how we feel about things than they who did not really have the minds of our heart.. It does not mean that we should treat them differently.. No.. We treat them equally.. And do friendship's needs.. 

Oh my.. This is what happen when I tried to write my thoughts.. It will pass through a long track before it came to the real idea.. My real attention is, I wanna say thanks so much for those who are really be here in my blog and enjoy reading my thought.. Most.. Willingly to give courages and helps when I need it.. 

I can really tell those people who successfully wrote their names on my minds..

Faaein

Fzikuz

Nurr

Yangyuyu

Syabil

Chentamaya

Eina

I don't mind my entry's comment is not so lots..

I don't mind my readers are in small number..

I don't mind my followers are not thousands..

But,

I mind if they are here and say hello to me sometimes..

I already signified them as my friends.. Not only in this blog world.. But, in reality..

(^^)v

Arogato gozaimasu!

p/s : Im sorry if somebody's name are not included.. Huhu.. short term memory lost maybe?

p/s : I hope I can meet you guys.. really.. The girls.. For boys.. I feel shy shy.. =.='
p/s : new at here? be my friends!

Sisters in Islam.. Are we?

I love you my friends a.k.a my roommates a.k.a my sisters..

Colorful Sweets

salam readers.. 

these conversation really made me smiled..

blue: my roomate

pink : me

" thanks for helping me, here I bought something for you.. "

(while searching for something in the plastic bag)

" hmm? ur welcome.. :) what's that~ "

" here, I also become to love it too... "

(she gave me a pack of colorful sweets)

" wahh.. thanks! you learn to love it from who?"

( with big smile on face.. heee :D)

" haha.. From that person whom used to be a childish girl .. "

(while looking at me.. )

" ngeeeehee.. "

( i know its me.. lalala~ )


hee.. very funny~ (may be you cannot really appreciate it.. sorry yea ;)

She bought me this yummy yum!

thanks so much sweetie.. 

I love U! 

(^^)

Successfully recovered!

salam readers! :)

What a happy me nowadays.. Alhamdulillah, I am succesfully recovered.. :D the stress had gone and I am able to smile again and even better.. Laugh~ Thank you so much dear readers for your attentions and concerns.. especially for these two bloggers whom are kindly cheer me up during my hard time.. ;)

CRK & Faaien Himura 

Arigato gozaimasu! :D 

sincerely, your comments did cheer me up.. 

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When I was at home, my mom asked me to join her for a morning walk in a lake garden not far away from our house.. I was so relieved that I brought my camera home! here are some of the pictures.. Since I have to snap pictures while walking there.. Some of the pictures were not well captured.. huuhu.. Especially the flowers~ How I wish I can have a photoshoot's companion who understand and can spend more time waiting for me.. ;(  oh.. enough for the dramas.. here they are ~

I like this tree.. It is tall and yet can play with.. :D

introducing you.. that's my beloved mom.. cute right? :D

absorbing vitamin D.. wink ;)

my mom said : snap those cats!! :D can you recognize the other one cat?

i like this scene.. however i still have to improve its saturation of light..

i really love to snap shoes.. :P

a nostalgic scene!! like~

All the pictures above were edited by Picasa 3.8 software.. I wanna use Adobe Photoshop but failed to install   it so many times.. maybe I should buy a new cd then.. Well2, Picasa is not bad too.. Maybe you can try it.. Although some softwares are lack of abilities to edit compare to Adobe, but by using them together.. We can have a good edition such as Adobe.. ganbatte!

Enjoy much?

Take care then.. :)

Just Giving..

salam dear readers.. :)

how are you? i hope you are fine.. on last saturday, i got a call from my friend. She requested a company to attend her cousin's wedding.. Oh my, what should i say? Rethinking of works list that overwhelmed, i must say no.. But then, how could i say NO to her.. T.T.. i was in doubt for hours, and finally said YES.. 

why was i doubted? it was actually because i was asked to have a night stay in her cousin's house.. sobs! i am uncomfortable to stay in other people's house.. my mom didn't allow me to do so since childhood.. 

so, why did i said YES? how could a heartful friend let her friend who do not familiar with KTM and KL to go alone? at night some more.. so.. here we were.. her cousin's wed ceremony with one night stay.. i need to give kindness.. hoping my turn to be help will come then.. ;)

and, alhamdulillah.. praised be to Allah for a help.. my other friend who have car, agreed to join us! :D

so, no KTM.. no long standing.. no waiting.. we arrived there in 40 minutes.. 

i brought my camera.. Hoping i can enjoy my journey with something i love to do.. 

and playing with the light.. again! 

abstract light moving effect.. i like.. :)

this also.. awesome.. :D

roadway sight seeing.. 

wedding's gifts

a wonderful wedding valance..

so much things to share.. but i have to prioritize the most important right now then.. ;)

see you again!

p/s : my sis wed is coming! another 2 weeks.. really looking forwards for more exciting photoshoot.. :D

An Award from Eeina!

salam readers.. ;)

how are you? i am fine.. just a little toothache after changing new braces holder.. huhuhu.. ;( but, its okay, it will be painless after few days.. i hope! Oh.. so sorry to keep the blog silence for a while.. im quite busy crafting for tomorrow event.. we have a business day in college and im one of the participant.. :)

just remembered what should i share in this post.. i am tagged by yna a.k.a eeina an award! yippy yippy yay~.. :D
thanks so much yna for tagging me.. i am very happy..

pretty cool right the design? i like~

But this award does not come alone.. it comes with 4 questions.. and the answers are~

1. My nickname :
Izzanis (in real life) and eezance ( as blogger)

2. Dedication for the award provider :
dear yna, thanks very muchie! i really like it.. and yes, this is my first award from blogger.. hoping some more awards from you and the other bloggers.. hee.. ;D
hope, we will be friends ever.. (please.. i wish)

3. Name 6 favorite artist/singer/group that you like :
oh oh.. i do not have so many favorite artists~ huk2.. but i do love only one for now.. Maher Zain~ :D
(dear artists/singer/group.. please work hard as Maher zain for me to love.. hihihhi.. )

4. Tag this award for 10 bloggers/followers :

So many? yes2.. i understood.. awarding people is a kind of showing care and friendy love.. ;)
i tagged ;

1. chentaMaya
2. Feez
3. nadyaeman
4. cik tom
5. shaofie
6. efa nur
7. nora
8. sue-sama
9. misza
10. aziey

p/s : sorry if u guys already own this award.. but i really wanna give it again~ :)

My first blog award..

salam my readers.. 

i have an award! but, it is not actually an award FROM a blogger, but it is FOR a blogger.. i am a newbie and i am always waiting for someone to be my follower.. then, this person came, she is the first follower of mine..  

dear chentaMaya, thanks so much for being my first blog follower.. ! :D i really appreciate it.. I think other newbies also would feel the same feelings right? ;) 

i am also looking forwards for more new followers.. and to all my followers, thanks so much to drop by and follow me.. ;) 

thoughts are to be shared and heard.. and it is sweeter when we get respond from other.. :)

here it is.. 

my award :

thanks again chentaMaya.. nice meeting u here.. 

p/s: credit to Mr. Ben ;)

credits pictures to Mohd Shahizal & 7art.. 

Newbies blogger orientation.. interested?

salam all.. ^^,

I introduce u Mr. Ben , a senior blogger.. Actually i haven't get through reading his blog.. After post this one then i will read.. hype! Why am i introduce him then? he just organised a newbies blogger orientation.. I am interested to join so that i can meet new friends out there as I will only hibernating in medical world for the rest of my life, I guess? ;)

Well, for newbies blogger, i welcome you all to my blog.. hope we can be friends and share our thoughts.. I am Izzanis, a 22 year old, 4th year medical student.. nice to meet you.. 

and don't forget to be my followers and leave your blog's link.. it will be easier to reconnect then.. ;)

lastly, thanks very muchie.. !

p/s 1 : to Mr. Ben, if you are kindly drop by here.. and realize something.. i wanna say so sorry i used full English in my entry including the title.. ;) like your blog..

p/s 2 : like to join? click here.. 

p/s 3 : the pic is from Mr. Ben blog.. ;)

the ship that I was looking for..

salam 'alyk..

i have been looking so much true love in a friendship.. and it is sweeter in a loving friend (shohabah) because of Allah s.w.t.. I just rode a dedication of a friend to her best friend, and her top wishlist between her and her bestie is " together till Jannah ".. subhanallah.. Is it really a sincerely love.. You can't afford it.. So worth! That kind of friendship is the ship that I was looking for.. I wish to sail on it with my heart glooming with happiness.. Our love to Allah grows every single day.. 

Oh Allah, I really wish to enjoy the feels every single day..

(R- my lovely , M- my deary, Z- my sweety)

p/s : i should practise to express my friendy loves.. ;)

I am Happy..

salam..

i would like to tell you about one of my best buddy that i loved so much.. we rarely gathered together as we are in the different posting, but when exams came.. i will find and ask for her help.. especially when i felt like not interested or not in a good mood for exams preparation.. and when we spent time together, i really enjoyed and feel good.. :) thanks so much NA for all your kindness.. i hope you are happy be friends with me too... ;)

NA! i like you and loved our times together.. ^^,

we shared so many secrets since I was 19.. i hope i can continue sharing with you.. 

take care..

p/s : NA, if you are reading this and wanna comment.. do it anynomously yea~ you know why.. ;)