Insides me

Thank you Allah to let that tragic event happened to me..

I know, 

It happened for reasons..

I regret, 

But it just happened,

And left non erasable sign..

I don't wanna run,

I don't wanna chase,

The precious that I've lost,

I admit it,

It was my big silly mistake..

Time can't be returned,

I shall face it,

I shall be responsible..

Gaining strength,

For a new page of life..

Restart a new beginning,

Reinforce my words,

Prove that I am wrong,

Prove that I realized it,

Prove that I can change,

From silly to brilliant..

Thank you Allah,

please..

fill my heart with Your love,

fill my energy with Your strength,

fill my day with Your grace..

I will find my way,

and my eternal happiness..

InshaAllah..