I was crying so hard last night, until i ended it up with a Do'a..
" Oh Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful..
Fulfill me with your most pleasures.. I will try to obey and pleased. "
I built a new spirit, new aim, new determination and new quote :
" without charge others to fulfill the desire.."
oh, good.. i am now turning to a panda look.. great..
sleep and wake up again tomorrow with a better smile..