You must be confusing with my monologue, but I prefer to let it be nebulous. I have been thinking this for few times, but I realized it is difficult to get rid off. ^^
Nevertheless, a lot of new experiences awaiting me in future. I have to focus and do great in my hard work.
I wish you all the best in your future, world is a place you will learn most things but Resurrection is coming so don't forget. ;)
Till then, take care..