“If, in spite of intense supplication, there is a delay in the timing of the Gift [al-'ata], let that not be the cause for your despairing. For He has guaranteed you a response in what He chooses for you, not in what you choose for yourself, and at the time He desires, not the time you desire.“
The Hikam, Ibn ‘Ata’illah, Chapter 1, 6.
Tiny me : may Allah s.w.t. guide you to the best decision, InshaAllah..