I am on my way to fix it..

Salam'alayk...

I am on my way to fix that thing right again.. You know, when you are suffering from a guilty deed (maybe other people think it is not a wrong deed, but I did thought so!) , you just can't focus to do anything fullheartly anymore.. I am not sure about your thoughts, but I did. I already have anhedonia (loss of interest) and I don't think I can manage another stress anymore.. So, I better be quick and get out of this suffering mode~ >.<

Wish me all the best, InshaAllah... May Allah s.w.t. bless me on my way to reach there and fix the thing to what I should have been..

Bismillah...